I can't believe you're still interested in learning Most people would've given up on all that by now They're not very useful here when messaging can be done more quickly with the implant
( noctis doesn't know what he's saying. the care he needs is challenging to give, and as a friend, kaladin believes he's only shown himself to be physically reliable. socially and emotionally, hasn't he failed everyone he's cared about?
he and noctis have grown closer these past couple of months. it took more time for the members of the bridge crew he ran with to ally themselves under his leadership and become his comrades. now he can feel it... the familiar pull noctis has on him, so like adolin in his obstinacy to be present for him.
it's impossible to define clearly; kaladin knows he's refusing to hear it in his tone of voice or see it in how they interact with each other. he can't internalize thisβworse, externalize it and put it on a relationship that is so new. he doesn't want to be a burden, as he's been so many times before.
that doesn't mean noctis' kind words aren't clung to. they settle over him like a warm, heavy blanket, comforting and encompassing. a man could get addicted to that kind of attention. )
You'd be a wind runner Of all the orders of radiants You'd be like me
Which would make you a member of bridge four My crew My men
[ What he expects is perhaps a final wearing down of Kaladin that ends in his agreement to teach him, or maybe a few jokes at the expense of Noctis's competitive nature. Insteadβ ]
You decided that pretty fast
[ It feels like an invitation to be part of something. Noctis doesn't need to know what that is necessarily to feel warmth over his own inclusion. ]
What's it mean to be a wind runner? And to be in your crew
No I didn't I've been considering it for some time now
Being a wind runner means whatever you want it to mean You follow the path where you'd like it to go It's the freedom to make choices and have the power to do so
So is bridge four The name has evolved beyond its original meaning Now it means you're one of us and we're one of you Our comrades will be grateful to you for looking out for me You're welcome anywhere we are
[ There's an odd mixture of gratitude and apprehension that washes over him, and the latter fades as Kaladin explains just what it is to be part of his alliance. To be a wind runner, to be welcomed into a role that clearly means so much to him but one which he's willing to share with him.
It's precious.
And suddenly, he becomes hyper-aware of just how much. ]
Sounds like a pretty serious offer
You sure you want some rich kid in your group? Bc maybe you don't take that stuff lightly but neither do I
We have light-eyed wind runners You're talking to one though it's been difficult for me to accept
All you need to know is this In bridge four there's a military hierarchy but this is for organization and safety None of it would function without common respect We're all comrades and we're all equal
I swear it to you as an oath I'm not in the habit of breaking those Not if I want to keep Syl alive and by extension my power
You'll understand soon how true I'm being I should actually warn you about that My close friends have a habit of picking up my abilities within a certain range of me
( recognizing there's a struggle happening here he doesn't fully understand, kaladin has one solutionβthe solution. a bridge four cure-all.
it's time to eat stew. )
When we get back to base come share a meal with me You'll feel better about it then
[ Food as a magical cure-all. It's nostalgic and immediately forces him to think of Ignis, suddenly finding himself once again missing the company of those closest to him. It's funny how quickly Kaladin is becoming the same kind of comfort, though. ]
Bc I have a lot of questions now, so you get to decide if you want to answer them over food or if you have time to go through them like this
Like your being a light eyes or where I'd stack up in some military ranking, or what your oaths have to do with Syl
Or picking up abilities, you can't just say that and move on
Over food That's the best time to talk about anything
It's not that the answers are difficult or troubling but they may be elaborate
I ought to at least inform you that the abilities are nothing to be concerned about They're a normal extension of my power If you find yourself sticking to things and whatnot try to take it in stride I can control it but I don't see why I should You're already strong but you'll become stronger and therefore better protected
You really just told me to get over it if I start sticking to stuff?
[ Well. It's levity in a conversation that needs it desperately, and Kaladin's reassurances and stalwart reliability is just as craved. ]
You're crazy btw, just if I haven't said it today [ fond ]
I'll go ahead and build this food up in my head too. So it better meet my standards when I get it, and your answers better do the same bc I've got a lot of questions to run through
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I can't believe you're still interested in learning
Most people would've given up on all that by now
They're not very useful here when messaging can be done more quickly with the implant
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If you're gonna be there for me then I'm gonna be there twice as hard for you, which means knowing more about you
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he and noctis have grown closer these past couple of months. it took more time for the members of the bridge crew he ran with to ally themselves under his leadership and become his comrades. now he can feel it... the familiar pull noctis has on him, so like adolin in his obstinacy to be present for him.
it's impossible to define clearly; kaladin knows he's refusing to hear it in his tone of voice or see it in how they interact with each other. he can't internalize thisβworse, externalize it and put it on a relationship that is so new. he doesn't want to be a burden, as he's been so many times before.
that doesn't mean noctis' kind words aren't clung to. they settle over him like a warm, heavy blanket, comforting and encompassing. a man could get addicted to that kind of attention. )
You'd be a wind runner
Of all the orders of radiants
You'd be like me
Which would make you a member of bridge four
My crew
My men
I'll teach you the glyphs
And the salute
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You decided that pretty fast
[ It feels like an invitation to be part of something. Noctis doesn't need to know what that is necessarily to feel warmth over his own inclusion. ]
What's it mean to be a wind runner? And to be in your crew
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I've been considering it for some time now
Being a wind runner means whatever you want it to mean
You follow the path where you'd like it to go
It's the freedom to make choices and have the power to do so
So is bridge four
The name has evolved beyond its original meaning
Now it means you're one of us and we're one of you
Our comrades will be grateful to you for looking out for me
You're welcome anywhere we are
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It's precious.
And suddenly, he becomes hyper-aware of just how much. ]
Sounds like a pretty serious offer
You sure you want some rich kid in your group? Bc maybe you don't take that stuff lightly but neither do I
So jokes aside you better mean it
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We have light-eyed wind runners
You're talking to one though it's been difficult for me to accept
All you need to know is this
In bridge four there's a military hierarchy but this is for organization and safety
None of it would function without common respect
We're all comrades and we're all equal
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Normal. Part of something, instead of outside of everything. It's what he's always wanted even if saying it out loud felt impossible.
There's so much he wants to ask even after so little, but anxiety rears its head. ]
Nah I'm serious
I need to hear one more time real quick that nothing would change your mind about that and make you take it back
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I'm not in the habit of breaking those
Not if I want to keep Syl alive and by extension my power
You'll understand soon how true I'm being
I should actually warn you about that
My close friends have a habit of picking up my abilities within a certain range of me
( recognizing there's a struggle happening here he doesn't fully understand, kaladin has one solutionβthe solution. a bridge four cure-all.
it's time to eat stew. )
When we get back to base come share a meal with me
You'll feel better about it then
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[ Food as a magical cure-all. It's nostalgic and immediately forces him to think of Ignis, suddenly finding himself once again missing the company of those closest to him. It's funny how quickly Kaladin is becoming the same kind of comfort, though. ]
Bc I have a lot of questions now, so you get to decide if you want to answer them over food or if you have time to go through them like this
Like your being a light eyes or where I'd stack up in some military ranking, or what your oaths have to do with Syl
Or picking up abilities, you can't just say that and move on
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That's the best time to talk about anything
It's not that the answers are difficult or troubling but they may be elaborate
I ought to at least inform you that the abilities are nothing to be concerned about
They're a normal extension of my power
If you find yourself sticking to things and whatnot try to take it in stride
I can control it but I don't see why I should
You're already strong but you'll become stronger and therefore better protected
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[ Well. It's levity in a conversation that needs it desperately, and Kaladin's reassurances and stalwart reliability is just as craved. ]
You're crazy btw, just if I haven't said it today [ fond ]
I'll go ahead and build this food up in my head too. So it better meet my standards when I get it, and your answers better do the same bc I've got a lot of questions to run through
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I said try to get over it because I've seen many people fail
Important distinction
But go ahead and call me names
I'm not the only crazy one between us
Keep an open mind
This isn't going to be a home cooked meal
And if it is you'll have a lot more to worry about than sticking to stuff
See you soon lucky bag
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That's "see" "you" "later". I even put it into glyphs for you
[ Yeah that's right, these are the jokes you suffer until you teach him formally. ]
I'll tell you all about how much crazier you are than me when we meet up, doctor π
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Prove it to me
π₯±
And that's surgeon to you
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Later, doc
[ shameless ]