( can't believe he's the first... would that he could be teleported to no man's land so he could STERNLY QUESTION EVERYONE'S LIFE CHOICES. )
Fear may make people do irrational things But there is always a choice to make Those in power failed you
Roshar has been torn in two by fear and oppression Like no man's land an entire people were enslaved and after generations they've begun to fight back Who can blame them when humans have no right to the land It's not our world to begin with yet I have to fight to protect my friends and family If I don't they'll die We all will
I'm searching for the third answer One that isn't kill or be killed But I don't know how to find it either Vash
( This is absolutely a conversation Vash wants to shy away from. Guilt is a familiar presence, but sometimes something comes along to shake him like a snowglobe and all the unsettling and unpleasant emotions he ignores goes careening like disturbed sediment. It does help that it's a little removed like this, but still. He has to take a moment, shake out the tension in his fingers, deliberately loosen his jaw. Would Kaladin still sympathise if he knew it was all Vash's fault? Every single bit? The Fall and the catastrophic aftershocks. That he's sure his own sisters are overworked and dying just because he trapped them all on a planet not built for people. That people are bitter and jaded and hurting because Vash chose wrong?
He doesn't think so. )
there has to be one.
( For both their sakes. )
it can't just be death. there has to be hope. it's just finding the right voices. or giving people something they can see in each other. and i know sometimes the most violent seem the loudest, but that's just noise.
you're a good guy, kaladin. i think if anyone can reach people it'd be you. and we have time here. so if you ever need to put your thoughts into words then i'm always around. and i'd get it. and hey even if you don't want to talk sometimes i find just finding someplace to lie down and look at the stars helps. distinct lack of sand dunes around here, but we've got some nifty rooftops. i can show you them.
( it's sad, but his heart swells. it's interesting how when, even at their most desperate, they can still empathize with each other. some of his bitter fury lessensβtemporarily, perhaps, and that's still momentousβand instead of turning vash's support down, kaladin lets it inspire him.
maybe sharing in a struggle is one way forward.
simply being... kind. )
Thank you
I'm not an optimist I can't look into the future to find an answer and I suppose we're not meant to But I want to see what you see
So I'll come with you To the rooftops or wherever If you know anything about the stars spaceman you can tell me about them too
well, i don't mind being one for you. and we have time here. we can put our heads together. i bet there are other people here who can help too. there's a lot of kindness for a place we've been forced into. you never know what might happen.
hah. spaceman. i kind of like that one. it's been over a century since i was up there, and these ones are different, but i like them all the same. tell me when you're free! also do u like ur hot chocolate spiked or unspiked?
i know it feels like a big task. if you've been without, or things are hard, sometimes it's just easier to harden yourself to it all. but you're taking the first step, right? and you seem pretty kind to me. so the next step is just seeing it elsewhere. it's scary, but i promise it'll be okay.
( Vash will make sure of it. Kaladin's firmly in his awareness now, one of those lost souls he really can't resist. )
oh man. liquid paradise! i had it for the first time recently. on account of the snow. it was so thick. and there were marshmallows. and then a guy on the sidewalk said sometimes you can put rum in it so the next one i tried i did and it was great. a hug in a cup!
( raised to be empathetic but not too empathetic, to grieve but not for long and not on the outside, kaladin often feels alone. everything is painful when condensed into a tight knot in his chest; however, vash encourages him, by speaking of seeing kindness in others, to allow some of it to unravel.
he fears that once he's untangled a few frayed ends, it'll all come undone, and he won't be able to arrange it as before. he's already close to that point, causing him stress that bows his shoulders. but...
but... he wants "a hug in a cup"... so... )
Spike it then I might change my mind It depends on how I am that day
it's one of my favourite things about being here. trying all the different stuff i don't have back home. though be careful with shaved ice. if you eat it too fast it gives you a headache.
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( can't believe he's the first... would that he could be teleported to no man's land so he could STERNLY QUESTION EVERYONE'S LIFE CHOICES. )
Fear may make people do irrational things
But there is always a choice to make
Those in power failed you
Roshar has been torn in two by fear and oppression
Like no man's land an entire people were enslaved and after generations they've begun to fight back
Who can blame them when humans have no right to the land
It's not our world to begin with yet I have to fight to protect my friends and family
If I don't they'll die
We all will
I'm searching for the third answer
One that isn't kill or be killed
But I don't know how to find it either Vash
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He doesn't think so. )
there has to be one.
( For both their sakes. )
it can't just be death.
there has to be hope.
it's just finding the right voices.
or giving people something they can see in each other.
and i know sometimes the most violent seem the loudest, but that's just noise.
you're a good guy, kaladin. i think if anyone can reach people it'd be you.
and we have time here.
so if you ever need to put your thoughts into words then i'm always around. and i'd get it. and hey even if you don't want to talk sometimes i find just finding someplace to lie down and look at the stars helps. distinct lack of sand dunes around here, but we've got some nifty rooftops. i can show you them.
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( it's sad, but his heart swells. it's interesting how when, even at their most desperate, they can still empathize with each other. some of his bitter fury lessensβtemporarily, perhaps, and that's still momentousβand instead of turning vash's support down, kaladin lets it inspire him.
maybe sharing in a struggle is one way forward.
simply being... kind. )
Thank you
I'm not an optimist
I can't look into the future to find an answer and I suppose we're not meant to
But I want to see what you see
So I'll come with you
To the rooftops or wherever
If you know anything about the stars spaceman you can tell me about them too
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and we have time here. we can put our heads together. i bet there are other people here who can help too. there's a lot of kindness for a place we've been forced into. you never know what might happen.
hah.
spaceman.
i kind of like that one.
it's been over a century since i was up there, and these ones are different, but i like them all the same.
tell me when you're free!
also do u like ur hot chocolate spiked or unspiked?
1/2
I don't think I know where to look
I feel the same about the stars
It's too easy to become focused on the ground
Looking up at night wasn't a priority
But I guess there's nothing wrong with trying something new
2/2
I've never had chocolate let alone alcoholic chocolate
Is it good
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if you've been without, or things are hard, sometimes it's just easier to harden yourself to it all.
but you're taking the first step, right?
and you seem pretty kind to me. so the next step is just seeing it elsewhere.
it's scary, but i promise it'll be okay.
( Vash will make sure of it. Kaladin's firmly in his awareness now, one of those lost souls he really can't resist. )
oh man.
liquid paradise!
i had it for the first time recently. on account of the snow.
it was so thick. and there were marshmallows.
and then a guy on the sidewalk said sometimes you can put rum in it so the next one i tried i did and it was great.
a hug in a cup!
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( raised to be empathetic but not too empathetic, to grieve but not for long and not on the outside, kaladin often feels alone. everything is painful when condensed into a tight knot in his chest; however, vash encourages him, by speaking of seeing kindness in others, to allow some of it to unravel.
he fears that once he's untangled a few frayed ends, it'll all come undone, and he won't be able to arrange it as before. he's already close to that point, causing him stress that bows his shoulders. but...
but... he wants "a hug in a cup"... so... )
Spike it then
I might change my mind
It depends on how I am that day
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( All his bases covered. )
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Yes that's fine
I've never eaten marshmallows either
You've introduced me to a few new things now
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trying all the different stuff i don't have back home.
though be careful with shaved ice. if you eat it too fast it gives you a headache.
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Probably not going to happen
Thanks Vash
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i'll see you soon, kaladin. and don't be afraid to call me if you need anything.