[ Somehow, saying "in bed" feels too vulnerable right now. ]
I was just gonna say if you were still close you should stop by
[ Right on cue, he's nervous again. Kaladin hasn't forced him to guess at his intentions or given him reason to doubt, so why is he holding onto that feeling? It makes him want to try again. More honestly, this time. ]
When I read it I just really wanted to see you lol
As a guy idk how to feel about getting called beautiful but when it's you it's different. You make me feel good about myself. And even though I give you a hard time a lot you say it anyway so it's like you mean it twice as much
( Noctis' responses... Well, they aren't what he expected to hear.
They're sweet. Brutally sweet. Kaladin can't contend with that, nor can his thankless job. He's doing good in the city, but he's still new to modern medicine; his coworkers provide better care than he does. They know now why he lags in learning, his identity exposed at the convention. They support his desire to carry out both responsibilities—to LILITH and Neo Tokyo Central Hospital—but ultimately, they can't understand his frustration in choosing between them.
Noctis can, and that makes him want to play hookie.
They promised each other they'd use this time to live. Kaladin swore an Oath to Noctis to try because he wanted to know what being free felt like. Not physically, not after being emancipated on the Shattered Plains by Dalinar, but mentally. Not unburdened, but less burdened. Kaladin's never met a man so committed to relieving the pressure of the past simply by persisting—against all of life's disappointments—to be him.
Noctis Lucis Caelum, the Crown Prince and prophesied Chosen King of Lucis, saviour of Eos. Compassionate, skilled, driven.
Noctis, one of the great loves of his life. Fierce, introverted, sweet. )
I'm satisfied it's different I mean it When you look at me I feel like a weaker man
I'm used to having to be strong Still it's It's nice
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Yk what I mean
There's everybody else here, then there's you. You're in your own league
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If I'm supposed to know what you mean then you're supposed to know what I mean right
Instead of saying it plainly
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[ Why? It feels so obvious that it's hard for him to explain. ]
You're different
Idk maybe you make me nervous too
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Is it the pleasant kind
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No it's awful
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I can knock you over easier and make you look way lamer if you're standing upright, then there's nothing to be nervous about at all
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BLUSHES... THE MENTAL IMAGE... )
Yeah
No I mean
No there wouldn't be anything to be nervous about
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Whatever
Forget it
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Like he's nervous. ]
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His mother probably said it genuinely... a long time ago. It makes his eyes soften, blush persisting while he considers how to respond. )
Are you mocking me
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[ The reply is immediate. ]
I guess I am trying to compliment you though
Is it not working
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Yes of course it is I just
No I've never been called that
Not romantically
Thank you
I think you're cute too
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Is this where I ask if you're mocking me back?
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But I'm not mocking you
( Before he loses his nerve, he quickly and quietly adds: )
I think that you're beautiful
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[ The name is immediate. However, there's at least three full minutes of silence that follows. ]
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What
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What
Kaladin what
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I'm heading to the hospital for my shift
Where are you
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[ Somehow, saying "in bed" feels too vulnerable right now. ]
I was just gonna say if you were still close you should stop by
[ Right on cue, he's nervous again. Kaladin hasn't forced him to guess at his intentions or given him reason to doubt, so why is he holding onto that feeling? It makes him want to try again. More honestly, this time. ]
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No one's ever said anything like that to me so
When I read it I just really wanted to see you lol
As a guy idk how to feel about getting called beautiful but when it's you it's different. You make me feel good about myself. And even though I give you a hard time a lot you say it anyway so it's like you mean it twice as much
Thanks
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They're sweet. Brutally sweet. Kaladin can't contend with that, nor can his thankless job. He's doing good in the city, but he's still new to modern medicine; his coworkers provide better care than he does. They know now why he lags in learning, his identity exposed at the convention. They support his desire to carry out both responsibilities—to LILITH and Neo Tokyo Central Hospital—but ultimately, they can't understand his frustration in choosing between them.
Noctis can, and that makes him want to play hookie.
They promised each other they'd use this time to live. Kaladin swore an Oath to Noctis to try because he wanted to know what being free felt like. Not physically, not after being emancipated on the Shattered Plains by Dalinar, but mentally. Not unburdened, but less burdened. Kaladin's never met a man so committed to relieving the pressure of the past simply by persisting—against all of life's disappointments—to be him.
Noctis Lucis Caelum, the Crown Prince and prophesied Chosen King of Lucis, saviour of Eos. Compassionate, skilled, driven.
Noctis, one of the great loves of his life. Fierce, introverted, sweet. )
I'm satisfied it's different
I mean it
When you look at me I feel like a weaker man
I'm used to having to be strong
Still it's
It's nice
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